so long

every night i dream a baby come across me and try to kill me...no matter how much i beheaded him or her they still come and stab me with my dagger....haih....i don't know what happen but clearly i hates some baby with that angry look...hahahaha.....i have interest in this girl and i do my homework....hahahaha....so a bit about her that a lot of guy let it go and make it worthless i make it an idea for me to get more closer to her.....but then...times always not enough....and i wish i got my brain to generate ideas faster...

i never set myself to believe in me

i choose to strive to be excel in my own world..despite that i' just turning over upon my own virtue....and i ruin everything...but that just sounds so stupid of me.....later that day i just walked alone and observed all the people around me and tries to adapt the change in extremely cruel manner....and be a young uncle....hahahaha....and my sis acai keep buzzing that she's so tired and only i can say to her is keep holding on your seeds....days have been quite busy and i'm not strong but i never stop fighting.....

u all is just a fucking whore to me....

i never look upon people like the way i should and they all r trash to me n they can go fuck themselves....truly i just love to play with them...because that what r they to me...tools...i love scotch and what's wrong with it...a little alcohol no matter to me....

i can see even without my eyes....

i notice change a lot lately...and a bit busy....but the best part i as the lord of HUG & KISSES succeeded to accomplish the first adventures trip to taiping.....5 days i spent there and i learn a lot of thing and see the wonder beyond my imagination....the people,the scene and the epic of it calmness is so amazing.....though some unpredictable disaster happen but then we all still be awesome and continue the journey.....now it turns to my sifu to pick our two people to hold the title king and queen of this pack.......my relation with my elder sis is getting ok a bit from before...to be the least we can spare some time for us to talk rather than do nothing.....i cook a lot and i taste a lot of food but i never taste the taste of life......i wish someone can help me with it....