everyday is count as a fresh start

this week seems a bit sorrow with my new relationship...i off to bed as usual when sun rise and that now be a problem to that particular one....but then all i know i'm truthfully in love with her....but then i'm still waiting and hoping for the far to be as close to me as she is in my heart always....this is like never before...love is a game that i purchased with low price and sold at unbelievable one....i've kept too much secret till i don't know where to start to share a bit with her....the burden that i'm carrying looks very heavy and seems to be hard for me to handle it...the fact i'm just trying to act like an idiot so i can merge easily....sometime i feel so blessed with the inteligence given by Allah to me....i still wonder what happen next and to me that's so bad for me as i need to make the decision as quick as i can without any hesitation....surely what best is i can never stop loving her....i wish i can stay human as i am now...i believe in everyone but i never trust evil inside them....and currently i'm dating someone that i truthfully dream of....

i wish i have u

today is so bright when she said she accept me as what i am....i continue my day as usual with a bit tiring body and mind after a long distance travel...haiz...i see people die like nothing happen...
i don't have idea y....and i found a new reality to live in....a reality that i can believe in n share my love to someone i do care///.....my sis, acai she said miss me a lot but then i only think she's in needed and maybe PMS lol....hehehe
i'm really sorry quite a bit far from u sis....i just need a timing to always be with u by ur side...someday maybe...and auni ariana...thanx for everything...love u baby...