A lot happened at the end of 2015...first tine been into emergency due to chest pain n short breath...it feels like time is slowing down and i just not knowing what happen to myself...i just keep telling myself to relax and keep breathing yet avoid being stressed out by the pain...it is a relieve manage to endure and still struggling to live n heal... I have been creating some new bond with fresh people that have way far more relevance ideas than mine... Being more patience than ever... Despite changing all of myself and plant a new seed to be a better man... Have a good taste of foods... A new one that always held me up when i feels like falling... Never give up... I will have a soft and warm heart to begin with... Try out the buffet... I spent 4 hours consuming grill lamb n sushi n shrimp.. Oh yeah i am good at chew n swallow..... Appreciate little things n live...
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
A long gone heart
Hi..i just got break up with my gf n in adorable manner i have a new one...despite of that the new one is so absolute amazing that i just turn into a new person..haha...kinda funny when it plays in my mind how so fast the feelings upon her turns me into someone i never expect...life is good n live...sometuing good always come at the end for people who strive to excel with courage n patience...i love her n never thought she will be the one n the lady of my life...eid has pass n now need to complete more struggle to rinse n clorox my heart from darkness n start believing we don't need to wait till the stars fall upon our hands to obtain absolute happiness...i hereby praying n keep holding on no matter what u won't let her go...i love u...
A long gone heart
Hi..i just got break up with my gf n in adorable manner i have a new one...despite of that the new one is so absolute amazing that i just turn into a new person..haha...kinda funny when it plays in my mind how so fast the feelings upon her turns me into someone i never expect...life is good n live...sometuing good always come at the end for people who strive to excel with courage n patience...i love her n never thought she will be the one n the lady of my life...eid has pass n now need to complete more struggle to rinse n clorox my heart from darkness n start believing we don't need to wait till the stars fall upon our hands to obtain absolute happiness...i hereby praying n keep holding on no matter what u won't let her go...i love u...
Friday, February 6, 2015
Wave in and out
This week is quite great spending my time at my birthtown...i have merge with nature n i feel like living in it...a lot of stress released...my night is day again..hoooyaaaa...food is good n most important my granny alive n healthy..i got this thirst upon blood..i have been thinking about real blood...all over again n yet d raw lamb never satisfued my desire...by any means coffee helps me a lot...n being with family fits all d least part in me...i love my life n i am never regret...
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Add me
Monday, January 12, 2015
Stunned
I want to know the truth..from early the only rule applied is honesty beyond anything...what is the second rule??2nd will be godie...people asked me y ur page so dull n u don't post most of like others..food,festives,holidays n etc..happy thing they mean..i just said this n they unfren me from facebook..to always remember our joy might be a wound for another who lives in the way of hatred,pain,tears begging n needed...best thing is to keep it in my head..a good day as always mych more i am just revising some of my technique in crushing minions...my life is sucks but i just keep continue living...they treat me a dog soon they be much disgrace than a dog n will be liking my feet...goodnight...
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
Being patience
I have a addiction towards the sea..i really widh to spend most of my lifetime woth sea..not d tsunami or storm but d beauty of waves n calm breeze of d wind..hard to resist financial problem lately but in a good condition where i manage to settled most of my debts from my absolute dark past...having a lot in mind i am trying to empty my cup so that i can pour another latte in it..i truly understand slavery us another type of perception..experiencing hatred is d most sweet thing...me being rare is usual n when i try to be normal i just lost balance n fall..yet i will always try harder to stand n jump then dive deep in d sea...what i have in mind is just i won't have to lose anymore...