bounce

last nice i just jumping from my mind to my mind to my mind and after that i don't know where else i bouncing myself...hehehehehe.....i have a dream to bake a cake that no one ever does..hahahaha...but the fun part of it i don't have time for it....i always busy playing the game that i so suddenly in to it...urm....planning my life quite well but sometime on the other part i need to concern about everyone around me..why..????i don't have ideas about it.....all i have only a hope that my dream will come true...hahahaha

hi

nothing much to say today..as i expected i'm going through a really boring and down week...after proceeding to complete my task i just see through my window and look at the bird fly high then hoping i can join them.....life need to survive to continue living but i don't know how it suppose to be in my condition like this.....presenting myself in the society is just an excuse for me from myself...god...how i'm gonna live if i always running from myself and sometime my fate....but one thing u don't disappoint me on girls....hehehehe....thanx...!!!easy mes easy to be vanished...sometime only when in special cases need to be more idealistic to get rid of the unusable one...hehehehehe....my life awesome though i lost myself but still i have everything around me that others don't.....

a looser.....

so suddenly i really felt like a looser......i don't have any deeds left for today...i got tired and bored of myself my life and everything.......hmm......though i till have faith to him but i think i lose faith to myself.....myself won't work or syncronise with my body.....aiya....people keep moving but why i still standing here and do nothing....gosh..i can't even fight for myself!!!!i really need help but i don't trust any......out of ten i can only grade myself with 2...hahahahaha......so full but i want to eat more and more.....hahahahaha.....

i'm the man who can't be move......

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?".....

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man.....
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you.....

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving.......


i still don't know how can i live if i all alone in this world.still loves her though she stab me hardly again and again from behind....wondering why my heart still can't go on....wish someone would come not to replace her but to retain my heart and return my heart to a place that it should or keep it and take care of it......

happy birthday my beloved lului arliani

wishing to my lului arliani a great 20th birthday....praying u always is such a prosper health and wealth.....hehehheh....so tired today i got paper...malaysian study...quite easy....hehehehe....but what makes me tired is i spend all my nights playing games....not even a single page i study about my paper...hehehehhe...cause i'm not really in my mood.....nothing much for today...an hour call with my elder sister chatting and mumbling all over then laugh.....quite miss her so much...and love her.....she's my soul...kinda...the sky tonight is so bright...i'm too afraid to fall asleep because i would miss everything of the nights beauty......my teenage life is getting to be worthy after all....it's not empty and meaningless.....i still can smile with joy though i face the most tough challenge in my life.....my heart is already lose its deeds by my soul,mind and body wont stop supporting me to chase my  dreams......

1000 words!!!!!

i just remembered my lecture had give me assignment 2months ago on vocabulary...search for 1000 words in dictionary find it's meaning and make a sentence for each of it...damn!!!!the dateline is on the christmas day!!!!i didn't even start anything....aih2.....now i'm dragging my own to hell...hahahahaha....still though i have tons of work i don't forget to enjoy myself...today is perfect wednesday...the day where i go for hangout with friends....hehehehehe.....a really special day in which i meet again all my old friend from my former college...heheheheheh.....tonight i'll done all of it awesomely.......hehehehehehe.....

going to low yat

so tired today having a whole day accompany my mom and sister for shopping....gosh...i think my legs almost worn out meyh walking all day long....i wonder how woman could withstand the pain when they see the SALE word all over the shops....hahahahaha...going to three place today....first to times square then to low yat lastly at the night to downtown cheras.....gosh.....many things happens...include stuck in the jam for an hour....and bla bla bla....hehehehe...i don't know how much my mum spent today...but from what i see it cost her almost RM1300..hehehehe...gosh....she's a good money spender.....hehehehehhe......but end of the day today i don't really care about it because it is her day...hehehhe....i'm very thankful to god to have such a great mom....by walking today i've seen a lot of cool things.....like a theme park inside a mall,,,,,...also a rarely cheap price goods at the downtown...hehehehehe....at times square many unique shop is decorated fairly like a santa's  town at the pole...hehehehehe.....so cool and cute.....

having dinner at kuala lumpur tower

for the first time in my having dinner at five star restaurant that cause me about RM723.....so awesome having dinner at 400 meters above the sea level.....while having my meal i am hesitate by the view of kuala lumpur....the lights and the city live.....so passionate......never wonder how rich people with their luxury life.....hehehehehe.....till now i still imagining being there having roasted lamb....ooooo.......so delightful.....thank god he give me chance to feel some of his bless.....hehehehe...though i have tons of problems still i got time to spend with myself out of the stress hour for a while...hehehehehe.....so excitement....never know how smart the ideas of the spinning restaurant at the top of a tower....eating while viewing the nights of a metropolitan city.....gosh...out of 10 i give the restaurant 9 for the service,food,awesomeness,passion and price....hehehehehehe...lastly...happy 20th anniversary to my mom and dad....hope u both will last till death separates u.....love u two.......

united arab emirates

today's i'm quite tired after spending the whole night at general hospital accompany my best friend look after his nanny that is in ICU....so tired i didn't sleep at all....pity me more at the morning i got the final project presentation with my foreigners classmate to our lecture about UAE....so sucks because i need to do a lot of thing in lost mind condition....hahahahah...but thank god DUBAI saves me...i got tons of information about dubai and so suddenly we all got 38/40...hehehehehe....though it is the tired day of my life...still don't make me regret to help my friend because god always pay me for deeds i done...i really have deep faith towards him...!!!!

at last i got the keys

home sweet home is always use in daily life to picture the awesomeness to be at home.....leaving my old condo moving to a tiny apartment is quite an easy decision for me to do so.....i have lost idea how to stay at my old condo because of the idiot shitty brat management that ruin all of my cool lifestyle there.....first sight i come into my apartment is towards the balcony and i see a wonderful view of a city in the night......so bright and full of live.....hope my decision to move to a new place is making me to moving forward in achieving my dreams.....hahhahahaah.....still rest at the balcony with a cup of oat accompany me at night.....with the winds blow softly that bring me almost to the dream world...naah...though have challenge come everyday but till it wont turn me down...cause i hold tightly to my words....to find myself before i shut down my life story.....

stairs and stairs then stairs again and agaiin

living at a condominium is quite luxury and awesome......but......when it comes to a bunch of idiots that play with the fire alarm so suddenly make the luxury become agony.....about 4 times today i climb up stairs to 25 floor where my home is located.....gosh...only god knows how it feel when u climb up to 25 floor by stairs 4 times a day...lucky me the Manchester United wins the game.....some part of the agony i fill it with a little joy.....hehehehehehe......park ji sung u save us...hahahaha....i just can't believe i climb it that much today...i think i've lost some of my weight after all.....aish....found a new home for rent hope the same thing would happen to me again.....nothing awesome happens today...just a usual thing i done....going to class having lunch meeting friends and all....the best about today is i ate 10wings and 2bowl of rice and also a bowl of tom yam......still not enough to recover my tiredness,,..laying down on bed hope tomorrow will bring me luck.....i pray to him that no matter how hard i need to suffer still don't make me lost faith to him.....cheer up myself with some songs from muse and mystery jets......ahhh........look upon the fridge found a cup of ice cream......yay!!!...hahahahahah.....he still loves me though i'm in deep agony today cause by a bunch of assholes....my soul

so tired meyh

driving from home to my future new home.....so delightful while driving along the road i don't know exactly where i found a chocolate boutique.....hahahhaha//cost me about 47bucks on chocolate and mousse i walk with a cat smile out of the shop...hehehehehe....so nice meyh....i can't handle myself when i meet with my favy...hehehehehe......but still thinking what i need to give to her for her birthday on this christmas.....hehehehe...lucky me her birthday on that day...hehehehehhe....up on the sky i think i can only give her the shine that would make her smile all day everyday.....hehehehehehe.....still of the busyness finding suprise present for her i have tons of unfinish assignment....so bored to do it....aioh.........wish to the stars that it'll give me strength to done my assignment...hehehehehe.....ahh......so relaxing at my balcony having all my chocolate melt in my mouth slowly with deep taste on it

walk of joy

fuh...so tired...walk all the way from times square to pavillion.....watching movies with friends and go for shopping.....cost me a lot.....now i'm glad i understand what they mean when they said money can't buy happiness but can rent it for a long time....hehehehehe......still some of my time wasting to an idiot thing but most of my time i manage to make it means to be a precious moment.....no use after all envying of others....because god gives us enough time to find and taste our own happiness.....so awesome today because it full of laugh and sweet things to be remembered.....

standing

saving all my deeds to attempt something that is beyond my limit is another way i'm proving myself.....losing and getting happiness makes me realize anything that so close to me but i can't find where it is.....life gives me an extra chance to find what the meaning of happiness.....no matter how hard i try still it just a race to the death.....surviving and running is to far to be compare of...in a glance running can sometime be the technique to survive but it's not that all..........always wondering why people can't stop be envying of each other instead of we all human that lives and rule the world.......