a looser.....

so suddenly i really felt like a looser......i don't have any deeds left for today...i got tired and bored of myself my life and everything.......hmm......though i till have faith to him but i think i lose faith to myself.....myself won't work or syncronise with my body.....aiya....people keep moving but why i still standing here and do nothing....gosh..i can't even fight for myself!!!!i really need help but i don't trust any......out of ten i can only grade myself with 2...hahahahaha......so full but i want to eat more and more.....hahahahaha.....