2second eyes to eyes my heart turns to disaster

many things happen but i don't know what is the best.....hehehehehe...it is like i'm losing myself in my own world.....to keep it straight.....i'm in deep disaster....one who think like the way i do maybe no what a disaster means to me.....hehehehehhe....some people said to me...."every morning in africa, a gazelle wakes up, it know it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed, every morning a lion wakes up,it knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death, it doesn't matter whether a lion or a gazelle when the sun comes up you'd better be running.....hehehhehe..."that means a lot too me....i won't turn down any of my chance to survive...especially when it comes to my entire life....

hangout at bangi......

early today my friend and i drive through the highway to bangi to meet his lover and renewing his driving license....it cost me an hour sleep at the jpj office while waiting the turn for him to renew his license.....while i'm taking my nap i had a dream...this dream is much weirder....i fall into a hole and woke in alice in wonderland world.....here she told me....."all in golden afternoon, full leisure we glide.....the dream child moving through a land, of wonders wild and new, thus grew the tales of wonderland, thus slowly one by  one, its quaint events were hammered out, and now the tale is done, and home we steer, a merry crew,beneath the setting sun"....till now i still thinking what she meant by that....funny about today i go for a walk at cempakka lake......hehehehehe...kinda huge but...not huge enough to wears me out....thanks to my friend brought me along with him.....and so suddenly my lului is jealous with me and i don't know what to do and why is she like that.......

na na na na na na

today is my first class of the new semester...seems heavy but so suddenly i realize it's just a waste for me to come to class today.....end up of two classes out of three is i go and slept at the library while waiting for the other class period to start.....three classes i attended today the longest only cost me 32minutes of my life...shit!!!!!the management should concern more about this.....hehehehehe...i want it to be the way it should.....today in my short dream at the library i walk in another world.....at first i walk at sherlock holmes century and met him........then after seeing his awesomeness in completing the puzzle in every cases he stopped me....then he said....."The greatest thing in this world is not so much where we are, but in what direction that we are moving......then i woke up because my lului call me and wake me up for class......funny about sleep in the library i thought i'm the only would done that for today....but when i woke up i saw about 18 to 20 student is also 'sharing their dreams' together with me....hahahaha....i feel like world is amazing.....hahahahahaha......

going out tonight

gosh.....day three i got back from hangout at 4.a.m....my eyes is hard to open but the chill of the night mixed with dawn wind keep me awake.....thinking of her.....why can't i be the best for her.....many things is not perfect in me......no matter how hard i try still i am a human.....nothing much to compare to the creator.....knowing that i can live for tomorrow is such a huge present to me...i can never guess what happen if i do wake up and look upon my body that is soulless.....freeze and cold...hehehehehe...but thank to Allah still give chance to make a change and hope i don't change my course till i get what the means of life he give to me.....just now two of my friends and i finish our 30 songs in a single album at danau kota karaoke room....hehehehe.......i break my voice and now i am scorpion....hehehehehehhe....still loving you....yeah!!!!!good night and good morning everyone....

only one

a week of break isn't enough for me to done a lot of thing that i wish to in last four month...only i know that i'm getting better in aiming for the ball....but so suddenly i get my results for my eye defect....it has increase to 500 and more....gosh.......i don't know what happen but my lifestyle have harm me......useless to regret...all i know i want to enjoy every moment till the end.....hehehehe

yay!!!1

my exam is over and early today i'll go home and meet my lover.....aiya meyh...miss her so much.....hope she'll miss me too.....nothing much for saturday night...should this week i go for saturday night fever....but something happen then i need to go for it......lately i usual spend my time to quite not important thing.....today someone suggest me to read 'love savage secret'....but maybe later.....by the end of this day i'll sitting at the cafe at my hometown!!!!!!!how is that???to smell the air and to taste mom's delicacies everyday.....ui2.....don't be jealous of me.....my life awesome no matter hard or rough it is for me to keep it still....else goodnight you all....wish u always in prosper and great health.....

today

my last paper of final exam.....basic english 1.....yay!!!!!hahahahah....suppose it is nothing to cheer about...but lately i found something in myself...its kinda like how awesome am i when i'm dealing with my life decision.....fuuuuu......my heart is just like nice to watch nice to touch nice to hold......when broke it is consider total lost....not sold...why....because it is not a thing!!!!!it is my heart....aish....blinking my eyes many times and counting the star also the sheep....hoping to get sleep and rest my body.....it looks like my body is too tired but why my eyes don't help it to rest???i should seek for the doctor....but maybe next time.....there's something important than that......early tomorrow or late today i'll going home to johor.....lalalalalalal.....hoping i'll meet my love lului.....

bring my life back to me

doesn't know how to create a hole in which we can just get into it and having a life beyond imagination.....
waiting for the life to come.....it is a must....but how long do i have to wait????thousand years????gosh....i've already die and live and die again...hahahaha......but everything is resolve when i see her face....its just like a thing that i won't change......it's so beautiful and amazing just the way it is......huuuuuuuuuuu......and the most weird thing i heard today...there was a future for us????hahahahha....pfttt.....sing it alone meyh....

the whole new day

still have a lot of boring mood in me..i don't know what else should i do to make myself cheer out of everything.....being alone tonight quite make me sense presence of weird thing....besides...i'm a night stalker...ain't know how to lay down head and sleep in the night...heheeheheh....aih2....wish someone can always accompany me....but she's now is sulky with me...because she said i just treat her as my toy...aih2......but still everyday i hope i'll change my mind towards my nature....so suddenly i start to understand the word belief....that i already forget it long time ago.....i wonder how is it sleeping at night....getting sweet dream.....and wake up in the morning.....and having breakfast......remember one time before i got insomnia i sleep tidely on my bed with my bear bear.....urm.....now i'm far far far far away............that's all for today......today's is the day for movies!!!!!wednesday madness.......

boring week

today i just finish one out of two final exam paper...gosh...really carved my brains to its core...hahahaha.....but so suddenly i got ideas to answer all of it..i don't where it came from but i knew that it come straightly last minute and help me a lot...thanks god...hahahaha....after that i just hangout with my room mates to pv 12 then sungei wang.nothing much at all just go for lunch at pastamania and i ate a plate of fish risotto....so yummy......end of day we go for karaoke at pv 12..,...so loud till so suddenly i forgot about some of my problem...hahahahahah...despite of everything today...still i miss someone far from my eyes but already taken my heart.....ye lului.....aish2.....goodnight.....love u all.....

my best new year ever

this is the first time i've spent all my new year nights with a girl and bunch of my colleague..it starts at 5p.m we all go to times square then have dinner at sungei wang plaza then go for movie and countdown at pavillion kl.it's so awesome till i can't forget about the night....we have our countdown at pavillion where there's an event held by fly.fm malaysia's best english radio channel.despite of everything...we then go for a walk to suria klcc for playing the bubbles spray...so fun after all...all nights we have walk about 11.6k.m non stop from merdeka square to sentul my apartment....hahahahaha....walk because we runs out of cab....thanx to this people that shine my new year night....hana my girl,redz and novie my housemate and rizal also....you all are absolutely amazing....hope we can go out for another event again...and make it more delighted than ever does.......