2second eyes to eyes my heart turns to disaster

many things happen but i don't know what is the best.....hehehehehe...it is like i'm losing myself in my own world.....to keep it straight.....i'm in deep disaster....one who think like the way i do maybe no what a disaster means to me.....hehehehehhe....some people said to me...."every morning in africa, a gazelle wakes up, it know it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed, every morning a lion wakes up,it knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death, it doesn't matter whether a lion or a gazelle when the sun comes up you'd better be running.....hehehhehe..."that means a lot too me....i won't turn down any of my chance to survive...especially when it comes to my entire life....