dexter!!!!

that series really ruin my world...hahahahaha...absolutely awesome series...nothing much to give..just a first day at work...part time....heheheheh....kinda tired and sleepy.....wanna sleep on a bear....very comfy fur...ahh.......heheheheheh...again watching dexter....hehehehe.....

weekends

spend my weekend at pd make me feel myself relief for a while in the middle of everything in my deeds.....nothing much to say...just a thank to my friend and yet to her....so kindly i still having fun though i know the coming months is a heavy months for me instead....need to take care of people who raised me up to become this awesome....hehehehehe.....glad to have u mom!!!!mmmmuah.....to be a perfect men is everyone's choice to me be the best for u to see u smile and make u happy is my choice n what i'm going to do.......thanx mom!!!!1

miss the two seconds thing in my life....

today i hear someone say to me.....u can live but do u live with the means u died to be remembered or died to be dust or ashes or suppose to be forgotten......that man makes me thing that what am i today....what i live for and for who i will pay my deeds.....hehehehehe...kindly i'm interest in just making my world goes round and be awesome every single day in my life.....accompany by my beloved and lived to the end.....else i only struggle to keep standing with this body and learning also grow with this mind......people only can say things about me but they don't know who i am,what i am n what would happen to me.....instead of all the things happened to me and i've gone through it successfully i still can spnd some of my deeds to myself!!!!yay....!!!!!the most important i'm a virgin!!!!!hahahahaha

i feel her inside me

one thing that always make me losing my heart is when i realize that i never own love but it owns me....i try hardly to deal with myself then at the end still i lost in my own history book...hehehehehe....one that makes me happy is when i see the smile of my beloved...the one i trust and never do turn over her in this life....hehehehe.....what else can i do, how can i moved on when i'm still into u....hehehehe....the reality won't change no matter how many flowers or colours present in my life still she's the one that i love and the one who i live for......now i'm begging u my LORD for my eternity life never let me lose her again....she teach me that life is not suppose to be that empty and make me live for tomorrow.......

life

nothing much...a week that is disaster because strike by flash flood and living with blood tears out of my eyes....urm...lucky me gotta see 3people drowning and died in front of me n i can't do nothing because the water runs very fast....hehehehehehe....urm....just attending a class. for this week . late today i'll be going home...bubye....