i feel her inside me

one thing that always make me losing my heart is when i realize that i never own love but it owns me....i try hardly to deal with myself then at the end still i lost in my own history book...hehehehehe....one that makes me happy is when i see the smile of my beloved...the one i trust and never do turn over her in this life....hehehehe.....what else can i do, how can i moved on when i'm still into u....hehehehe....the reality won't change no matter how many flowers or colours present in my life still she's the one that i love and the one who i live for......now i'm begging u my LORD for my eternity life never let me lose her again....she teach me that life is not suppose to be that empty and make me live for tomorrow.......