i wish it never be today

i meet a kind of another seed of me.....but still i'm to afraid to accept the reality.....for best i don't feel me is right and what i've done is clearly evil......well...maybe i love myself like that.....no fun at all....everything i do seems weird but i like it.....and i think i'm in love again....but then i don't know how it happens.....y it always be violet.....i never wish but then i still got it.....for the best is to let go because if it was meant for us it will always come back and be for us.....i fall from the sky and still walk like nothing happen.....sometime i remember old times but clearly old times is just past......i know what i believe and i never regret something to be.....i talk to much to get attention that i don't ever need because i got my ears to pay attention on everything she say.....and i love that......i miss her a lot....and i hope it will always in there......never disappear.....