beautiful doesn't means fresh

seeing monday makes me reminds sunday is awesome.....but what if i'm not eligible to be on both monday n sunday....like seriously i'm just passing by but still i want to nail on those two...clearly..i'm in relationship with someone but i don't know how long it will last this time....to be able to love her 99 is my dream and i'm willing to give full commitment onto it.....like usual all starts in weird manner.....either i'm the one insane or just the universe want to play a game with me....but i never care that....what i know i just learn to love her and understand the words of loyalty mean,....i hope i can turn a good one on her.....so i'm looking forward in meeting her but i don't know when i got the chance.....me n my sis getting back and my heart kinda touch because she can talk with me like before.....damn i miss many great things due to my ego....and i'm proud of it.....cause i never die when i can't live....hahaha.....i hope this happens on cause in which it will give both of us great happiness and maintain the balance in our heart......