it sometime comes with grace

later after i read some of my own journal i found myself in deep case which i've lost the reason that bring me back to live.....a cure of all is what i need but what i obtained is already poisoning me...hang out with friends like usual but i'm just be a silencer when be with them....depart from one place to another i learn about their intelligence and madness.....people likes killing each other to survive that what i really seen.....at the end of day i met some new idiot who let themselves be my pawn in my chess board......don't praise me but it's true i'm awesome...seriously i love and addicted to big apple....