make one to be two

life spent base on daily experience is so hard to be told...many let themselves to be sway in their book and think they be as perfect as they wanted to....despite they just lost the meaning of what called life....my day is out of misery for a while but got a bit lack when i go down along my path......many changes need to be done and i think i'm in love......not knowing i'm moving on from the old me....i'm getting good in my chess......people never smells any of my trick they only realized whenever i say the word "checkmate"......life quite easy if we learn to adapt and survive....coincidence happens...i almost got into an accident....lucky me i drop the gear and the bike that race with me lose control and a van hit him...pity of him i just smile.....seriously i don't know where my mercy is.....only vengeance and intelligence mean a thing to me....so long i live in dark n i think i own it......i set some special occasion for the one i want to be mine.....i let myself in so i know what wrong with me......at the end still i ask for forgiveness......that's y i still afraid to sleep....i'm afraid of losing me in me.....