hey lady

i think i just make someone mad at me.....i wonder what happen but in order seeking for answer i never find one.....because i've blocked my heart to accept my truth of being me...despite all of my disparity i ain't realize i still have the heart of a human.....heart that contains poison named LOVE.....i step out of my world for a while and i found that people around me sharing and being together.....in which i found that very lack of me to do the same......things change and i also change.....i never thought i've suffer much than i imagine....i feel like roasted in a chamber.......and get used to it.......all of day i've been thinking i'm just ignoring things and just be fine of everything.......being mature what i claimed to her but i feel like i'm the only keep thinking about her......what makes me laugh that she said she miss somebody...and i asked what miss someone means to her.....than she said i don't know.....i feel pity of her.....the other day i meet someone that nostalgia in my life......she's growing and being old.....and i absolutely surprise of her change...still....time pass she's the one that makes me happy from the inside of me......wish to be with her forever in my life...