why need to be regret???

i don't notice that people around me think i'm regret with my deeds....despite that i know i'm awesome...because they're buying my acting.....i don't know why they're so idiot at all.....i listen to myself a lot lately.....rather than that i also need blood.....my thirst towards it is beyond my imagination.....n yesterday i've drown in the deep of your reality....too far i've travel, i've go through it but i still got nowhere....i don't even reach my spot.....hmm.....all i can say is goodbye while my heart says no to it....i'm distracted by the insanity of satisfying my lust......which i don't know how......today i'm going back to my hometown......i'll burnt anyone who dare to intersect my way in getting what i want.....to miss ariana if u reading this i really thank to god because i managed to know u.....u pure my heart in which i myself can't ever get it done......and miss lului arliani i've been missing u around...the guardian of all time.....i love u both......