not really in the mood

why i need to face the lost in my mood...i don't even care of things happen around me...going out with a friend of my today is kinda weird...seems a long time ain't meet her but still cool...tonight i'm continuing my routine on watching dexter...not end by satisfaction but end by misery when someone that try to understand me can't even understand herself....what am i suppose to do...besides i hate when too much crowd in my life.....and watch out to the other guy...you are of your line either u back off or i'll make u know what we called burnt in the darkness.....enough of patience it's time for me to win this game...