take it

enough of playing and i wanna it to exactly.....no perhaps or maybe....end of the day i please myself with a little joy after hearing her voice.....kinda weird but still i live in silence......so dark and empty....nothing can fill it.....hmmm......tomorrow i'll be returning home....seeing lovely mom and get her blessed in everything.......keep owning is the way but still i don't understand what is mean by that.....i enjoy my life but i need u to be there to make it complete.....like people said our life journey is completed by death and our life history is completed by love......hahahaha....kinda 'fluffy' tonight...because in the mood of relying on love......