to find a way

since i changed my lifestyle to be this way it seems not right to others....i can't even know why because i never give or bring disaster to one's life....i write my own history and i don't really want to share it with others....include my beloved....so early today went to class and quit a little bit shit when i need to sing in front of class because i'm late.....hmmm.....tired of chasing dreams..i only want to live with my means necessarily.....despite the fact that i'm awesome when i wanted it to be that way......