i see it so far.....

some whom lost their faith to god will say her i'll show u how god fall asleep upon his job....but yet they don't realize if god ever do they won't be able even to move a single cell in their body.....i don't what happen to me...i just turn over and over....getting worst........even i just try to be myself i'm avoiding me to be better....at the end still i cry for his bless while he always bless me everyday and everything in my life only that me don't realize he do it........the book i read don't even told me how to be myself and best to be.....it only shows me the example of what early intelligence faced to wrote it up.....i write my own history with my blood and my hand still i won't turn myself from u....Allah provide me time to prove that i'm deserve for his heaven...yet i still just a human that no differ from others who find thousands of excuses....i just need to change...change and move on............