tickle my heart blossom my soul

a little girl taught me how to cry a grown ups girl makes me cry......no matter how strong the guy is the only weapon that makes them loose is love......what is disguise is the disparity in me but i kept on denying it.....leftovers makes me realize it way to far better than nothing....plans go on what it should but in the end still chasing the death itself............clock ticking but i still can't find what means to me in my reality.........spend time a lot but it just a waste after all..........miss that time but past is past...........what's left is a kick start to another thing that is more humans......hehehehe......what i feel is just turn to be a dust that easily blown away by the wind else if i preserve it and make it to be as hard as sapphire..............so lazy but an important day today awaits me...!!!!!god help me!!!!