make it malevolence

place it to be silence....enters my heart then silence me out from my world and from doing everything that is me.....end up for misery wake up and learn what is stated.......correcting the false that i made which i called it experience.....it turn out to slave me in my own world......find other way to push me up to stand.....link myself away from the anger and forcing me to disable the able......much riddles still palying in my mind struggling it till almost blown out......god bless me send me a pure source of happiness that purify the darkness in me....hope it will stay forever with me and keep me please and feel the emptiness in me......first to ariana then to arliani...everything come and go according to the nature...but what's left is me for me with faith to him......ariana i'll bite u if i meet u.....heheheh